I feel like the fish in Matthew 17.
The fish that had the church tax for Jesus and Peter stuck in His throat.
The fish that could neither swallow nor spit out the promise Jesus gave.
The fish who obediently held it in until the right time.
The fish with no idea of the right time or situation when God will use Him.
The fish who blindly trusted when the Lord asked him to do something weird.
Here I am, stuck by Your word with Your promises lodged in my throat..
Not knowing how, when or why these promises are spoken.
Struck by the impossibles yet trusting You.
Learning to obey the weirdest in blind trust.
Coz You are a Faithful God.
The Lord of miracles!!